13
2 months later
Jay
"Erica shut the fuck up" I shouted done with her yelling in my ear. It went from whining to yelling, to yelling to whining.
Like Bitch if you don't shut your crybaby ass up.
"This exactly what I'm talking about" She yelled sitting down.
"I could give two fucks"
"Ever since that bitch went missing you been acting real different" She cut her eyes at me.
"Watch what the fuck you saying"
"Don't know why you act like you got so much love for her because last time I checked you left her for me" She got in my face trynna be seductive.
"Mane get the fuck out my face, and I ain't stop talking to her for your ass" I moved her to the side.
Standing up from the couch, I walked to the back.
"So-"
"Didn't I tell you to shut the fuck up" I yelled.
She rolled her eyes rubbing her stomach.
"Just please let me chill, by myself" I said softly. I be snapping on her forgetting she's pregnant with my child. Don't need her to be stressing.
"Whatever" She mumbled sitting on the couch.
I sighed walking to our room. Closing the door behind me I grabbed my phone off the charger.
I sat on the bed dialing Harmony's number for the umpteenth time. Getting her voicemail again I shook my head.
Nobody has seen her since the bbq and the last time I talked to her was that night and she was apologizing to me. I'm still trying to figure out why she was apologizing.
She just kept saying "I'm sorry" Over and over again.
We went looking for her but it's like she didn't want to be found. Every time we got close to knowing where she was the location would always change.
Shit been stressing me out and on top of that all Erica does is try to argue. I'm just ready for her to drop my son then I'm leaving her ass and getting joint custody of our son.
Harmony
"Oh my god can I get a picture with you" A girl who looked about 16 asked stopping me as I walked towards the exit of the mall.
"Of course" I smiled.
After taking a few picture with her and her friends. I started walking out but felt a bubbly feeling in my stomach. I rushed to the bathroom locking the door behind me.
Rushing to the toilet. I coughed throwing up blood and then threw up more because it was disgusting.
I stood with my back against the stall holding my stomach. I slowly made my way towards the sink.
After rinsing my mouth out I placed my hands on the edge of the sink looking in the mirror.
I didn't even recognize myself. I didn't look horrible but I didn't look the same. I didn't recognize this person. I'm so used to having a smile on my face.
A few tears shed. Im slowly but surely dying. That's why I left because I didn't want the people I loved seeing me like this.
I think about all of them everyday and it kills me that I can't be with them.
Gathering my things and wiping my face I walked out of the bathroom.
I pushed the mall doors open holding it for the lady behind me.
"Thank you" She said.
I gave her a smile nodding.
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I closed and Locked the door of the small apartment I been renting. Feeling the urge to pee I dropped my things on the couch rushing to the bathroom.
I hissed still not used to the burning that happens every time I pee.
I wiped and washed my hands. Hearing a knock on my door.
I looked out the peep whole seeing the girl from down the hall.
I opened the door looking at her.
"Yes" I questioned.
"I finally figured out who you are" She said placing her hands on her hips. I rolled my eyes slamming the door in her face.
She literally came to my door everyday saying the same shit. Fucking annoying.