17
Harmony
"Hello" I answered my phone walking out of the bathroom turning the light off.
"Take a ride with me baby"
I smiled at the sound of Jamal's voice.
"You outside" I asked.
"Yeah"
I hung up the phone slipping my shoes on. I jogged up the stairs seeing Erica, Jay, Malik and some other niggas in the living room.
"I'll be back" I said to Jay.
"Alright"
I walked out of the house to his car. He was leaned back in the seat on his phone with one hand behind his head.
"Hey" I said getting in the car.
"Wassup" He sat up pecking my lips.
"Where we going"' I asked as he pulled off.
"To the lake"
I nodded as he pulled off and we just listened to music and sang the ride there.
I got out the car walking towards the pier with him behind me. I smiled as he grabbed my waist pulling me back.
"Baby you got a body like a Benz" He sing into my ear. I laughed shaking my head.
We sat on the pier looking at the moon glisten on the water.
I sat between his legs as he had his arms wrapped around me kissing my neck every here and there.
"Where's Karion" I asked once our last conversation died down.
"With his grandma"
I nodded. "You know you don't have to do this right" I told him.
"What you mean" He asked sitting up some getting comfortable.
"Make me feel like you like me. I don't need my feelings being played with" I mumbled looking at the water.
"If I ain't wanna fuck you, I wouldn't have brought you here. You already know I'm not the friendly type of nigga"
I agreed in my head. Jamal was known around here as the heartless nigga but I see otherwise.
"But the thing is do you wanna fuck with me or just fuck me" I asked turning to look at him.
"Both" He smirked.
I laughed shaking my head.
"But for real why you always assuming the worst" He asked standing up then helped me up afterwards.
"The worst is all I know" I shrugged.
"Well let me do that for you"
"Do what" I asked confused.
"Make you smile" He grabbed my chin.
I smiled looking down as I blushed.
"You deserve the best ma and nothing less"
"I've heard that a lot" I rolled my eyes.
"You gotta understand I'm not them other niggas"
"Jamal you okay? You been smoking" I asked feeling his forehead.
"What you talking bout" He laughed.
"You do have a heart awe" I said hugging him.
"You ready to go" He chuckled.
"I hate when your away from me" I poked my bottom lip out not letting him go.
"I know but I gotta go get Karion" He picked me up carrying me to the car.
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It's been a few weeks since the beach and Jamal and I have became super close. With each other or on the phone all the time. He even sits on FaceTime with me while I'm at photo shoots.
I normally set my phone up on a chair or something. Jay and Erica had their son. He's adorable and a spitting image of Jay.
Sitting on the couch I sat with my hands gripping my hair as I shook my leg up and down crying.
Jamal walked down the stairs. "What's wrong" He asked sitting next to me.
I continued to stay the way I was as he came down then stood up pacing back and forth.
"Mony can you stop pacing back and forth you know I can't focus when people do that sh-"
"Jamal I'm pregnant" I cut him off.
He froze looking at me. "What nigga you let get you knocked up, thought I was the only nigga hitting" He sat up.
"You are" I told him looking at him in disbelief.
"Why the fuck you lying, that's not my fucking baby" He shouted.
"Yes the fuck it is" I yelled back.
He grabbed my neck pushing into the wall. "Stop playing with me Harmony"
His eyes were dark and cold.
He let me go walking up the stairs. "Stupid ass nigga, don't ever put your hands on me again" I yelled throwing a glass at him. He ducked it opening the door.
Jay was walking out of the kitchen looking just as heated as Jamal. Jamal walked out slamming the door.
"Aye homie" Jay yelled pulling his pants up but Jamal was long gone by now.
"That nigga put his hands on you" He asked looking at me.
I stared at him "I didn't know anybody was home. Sorry." I told him.
"It's just me here" He said "Your pregnant again Mony"
I stared at him before busting into tears. He sighed hugging me.
"I can't do this Jay, I can't risk loosing another baby" I cried.
"Don't think like that. Think of the positive"
"How Jay?" I pushed him away from me "I've been pregnant twice and lost both of them"
I froze realizing what I said. "Twice" He asked. "As in two"
"Jay I swear I wanted to tell you but you weren't talking to me and I was scared"
"One of them was my baby" He asked raising a eyebrow.
I nodded trying to calm down.
"Why the fuck you ain't tell me" He shouted causing me to jump.
"You wouldn't answer my calls Jay" I shouted back "You know what, fuck this! I don't need nobody and if this baby do make it best believe we gone be good with or without you stupid ass niggas"
I walked out the house going to my car. I just needed to see all my nieces and nephews , my brothers and dad at the moment.